MuSim KaHwin Lagi.....

Akhirnyer musim kawin kembali lagi..actually regardless ujung tahun ke, middle of the year ke, early of the year ke, kalo dah sampai seru, kawin jugak akhirnyer...setakat ni dh 5 kad jemputan for January and February dah aku terima dan aku mengesahkan utk hadir...satu br lepas arini, kat Tanjung Kling, Melaka...my Sharodzian fren, Fara...kurus sungguh die tadi, tak sangke! pdhal dl, die lebih chubby dr aku...huhuhu...yeah, now im working out by dieting and fitness centre...setakat ini aku dh mengesahkan utk appoint a personal trainer for my fitness exercise...this is not for a short term, but because now i am damn serious to be in a normal and ideal weight again, if possible to get athlete weight and shape. reduce fat and water might be easy, but to burn ur excess muscle would be totally harder without weight training and consistent exercise...

so aku target to c the total result in 3 months..so insyaallah before aku g umrah on 24 April ni, aku g ngn senang hati because i am not only reduce fat and weight, but also, back to athlete shape yang aku idam2kan...bukan tak bersyukur dgn ape yang ade skarang, but i feel not healthy and easily exhausted and tired.. that's show that my stamina level also declining...not like my situation when i was still active in Silat last time...n i know this is what i want for my best...not only happy ideal weight, but excellent stamina and healthy body..that's what i call transformation for myself for 2009. disebabkan aku dh bayar for one year, so i'll ensure i am optimizing the investment...

Back to musim kawin ni, mmg tersentuh gakla because boleh dikatakan 5 of my frens yang nak kawin ni dh berjaya tight they all punyer percintaan for 4,5 years which ended with marriage...skit sebanyak i was touching because nasib aku tak sebaik dorg....aku setia macammane pon, i am not going to compromise with lying and betrayal...and that's what i've gotten from my past love story..now buat hati aku lagi tegar and choosy. tipula kalo aku cakap aku tak teringatkan die...sekali skala aku teringat and missed him too....but i always said to myself, is he think of me anyway? maybe die tgh seronok2 ngn gf baru die...i wouldn't know...so, the easier way to forget is exercising at GYM...that's y i luv gym very much lately..i oso met new frens...so, tak terasa sgt...it's true, make urself bz will help u a lot to forget ur sad memory...

Actually 2 days ago, one of my fren had asking me about my type of guy...i would say previously i dun really have specific character that i put for me to accept a guy...but absolutely educated sit in a higher ranking since..but like what i said previously, 2009 is a transformation to 25 and new me. so, i have listed the specific character for my guy. my fren pon ternganga gak tgk my list tu, mau gak i tak kawin sampai bile2 kalo tak memenuhi ciri2 lelaki idaman...macam nak kawin anak raja...but dun wori ^_^ (name terpakse dirahsiakan), im not looking for a rich guy esp yang inherited parents' wealth...bg i, sum of them are totally rubbish, otak kosong and useless....lupe ke my top choice wud be educated person?huhuhu....and because she challenged me to put the list in my blog, ok, i sahut cabaran u ^_^. so, these are the lists:

1. Educated (so, i can talk with him in all areas because he has a diverse knowledge and willing to learn, listen and discuss)
2. Strong asas agama
3. Penyabar ( tak panas baran)
4. Romantik
5. Joker
6. Guy with confident (confident in terms of way of walk, cara bcakap, cara memandang, etc)
7. Pembersih, kemas dan wangi (sori, i am very particular with this. i tak bo nak compromise. so no body odour and baju hapak pls!)
8. Fit body (guy with XL and above size, sori. try to diet and get smaller pants like M or L k! )
9. Not botak (that's y i dun like mawi)
10. Stable and financially strong (e.g. has his own car and house before married. Guy yang tak pandai cr kekayaan dgn titik peluh sdiri, hny harap duit mak bapak, sori. u r rejected)
11. Open and understanding minded (not try to think like gov way of thinking. expect bini balik keje awal tetiap hari, jemput anak2 tetiap hari, weekend takleh wat keje office lgsg. sori guys, for me, u dun understand my career and tak bo nak tolerate lgsg as husband and wife)
12. Trust ( husband and wife must hv a very high level of trust to sustain r/tangga)
13. Accept me just the way i am (e.g. i luv karaoke, so he must accept yang i suke melalak, etc)

ok, so far enufla.....so, ade tak kat atas tu saying aku nak laki putih melepak ke, hitam legam ke? ade ke? takde kan...overall, aku tak pandang fizikal...cume ade skit2 part je yang aku touch...bg aku, bile lelaki tu sdiri dh comfortable and confident with hisself, automatically certain2 things kat atas tu akan comes naturally. to b honest, aku sdiri pon tak yakin aku boleh dpt laki yang memnuhi ciri2 di atas. cume apa yang aku harapkan, if it's not fully achievable, biarlah die jenis lelaki yang penuh dgn kesederhanaan, menghormati org tua dan amat menyayangi aku. listed above tu is just for guidelines. aku mmg tak mengharap lelaki yang sesempurna list aku tu, tp sekurang2nya biarlah die jadi lelaki yang terbaik, dunia dan akhirat utk aku. aku dpt menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan die,as well as him...kalo aku ditakdirkan jodoh aku dgn one of my ex, or lelaki yang penah approach aku dl pon, insyaallah aku akan menerimanya, kerana Allah lebih jelas mengetahui yang terbaik utk kita sebagai hambaNYA. cume, to think about marriage for 2009 mmg dah hancur lebur and i'll think about it again when i reach 27. yup, 27...back to the old plan........i still hv 2 yrs to go...no worries......yang penting idup enjoy...hehehe