Finally i managed to open another one new episode in my life after i closed down the earlier blog due to technical, mechanical etc prob...huhuhu..
I would say that this is a period where i have much time for myself and any criminal projects that have been planned earlier...kah3...i just passed through my pick period from July last time till 14 November. but act i'm still having my pending work in the office...gosh!!malas gile...horror gile...malas aku nak layan sampaila boss tanyer nnt...hehehe......
And i just gained 3 KGs recently...lagi mangkuk! adoi...payah betuila.aritu dh turun dekat 7 KGs, now i gained back 3 KGs. but i believe more than that becoz this morning when i wanted to wear my kebaya to work, i found that yang bhgian butt tu serious ketat and sendat...Gosh! now i need to go through another episode of my life, DieTing! Hate it but i have to do it...my promise, i wud not goin to wear any of my kebaya until i reach my normal KGs again...brape tuh??takyah nak tau...hehehe......
Actually, after i passed through my pick period, i was away for 3 wiks for PIPE (Petronas Induction Programme for new exec). Sure wonder rite why after 1 year 4 mths in Petronas, i just make it to the programme..i am a baby of 1 year's old...uhuk3...but what to do...i need to be reponsible of my work, my tasks, my job...KPI maa.....i delayed my PIPE for 4 times n on 5th time, br betul2 dpt g...just nice after my pick period...hehehe.
My target when attending the prog was to Establish networking...Alhamdulillah.i reached my target...maybe i don't really close with everyone, but i believe that i met lot of great, enthuasistic and energetic ppl..we are the young generation who will going to uphold Petronas Shared value. wah...serious patriotic!!!...ye arr...Pet byr gaji aku mahal2 bukan nak melangak...nak goyang kaki...wat keje tau....cume, bile time bz, bz tersgt2 sampai aku pon rs scary yang teramat...but i need to admit that that is the challenge of life and i am grateful for being there, serving the company, serving the nation and serving the ppl.....y? Petronas providing me lot of challenges in my life and i cud be able to chart my career progression there...a very gud start for young generation to understand clearly what "workaholic" is all about...hahaha.....
While i was in the prog, i learnt so many thing about appreciating your job, your career, your company, and your team...what is friendship is all about and what does ur career means to u...it's not too much to say that i am some sort of fun and always be hanky-panky but tend to be workaholic...huhuhu...becoz y? i like to be a career woman, build my own achievement, my own legacy and not forgeting, my own wealth...hehehe...but it doesn't mean that i am forgeting my family...My family is my everything...Cume becoz im still single, so my commitment is lesser...but greater challenge will come when im already married...bile nak kawin? kalo leh ASAP..tapi duit takde lagi...azam 2009 nak start kumpul duit utk kawin...
Insyaallah, another target that i set up for 2008 will achieve end of this year. To buy a Car! Aku dh nekad nak beli kete..My first car....eventhough tersasar dr jenama fav aku, but i hv to consider my affordability and ability. PERSONA...i think this car also is pretty nice and strong as well..
Cinta? not that strong...i would say 2008 is the year where i faced lot of challenges in love...broke up, hooked up...few times lak tu......i cannot deny my feeling towards him, but if those things keep on happening, where am i going to get any other strength to face it? inilah perkara yang plg meletihkan aku sepanjang tahun ni...playing around with feeling.......he makes me fall in luv with him...i nvr thought that i wud be with him.....until now......penat..penat sgt2.....tak tahu kesudahannyer...kalo ms bercinta pon tak mcm bcinta, bo ke kami bcinta after bkahwin? eventhough die dh menyatakan plan to get married, hati aku masih ragu2.....y? because i wondering, can he treat me nicer after we married?Most of the ppl around me keep on reminding me, kalo ms bcinta pon die tak layan ko as u deserve, do u think he can change after married and treat u as u deserve to? arrggghhh....i don't know.......dilemma......mmg, jgn dgr sgt ckp org, but sumtimes we need to take it as guidelines esp when it comes to our life journey.......Ya Allah, beri aku kekuatan sedikit lagi...aku takkan tahu apa yang cuba KAU beri sebagai ujian, tp aku pcaya, KAU takkan mberikannya pd aku if aku tak mampu menerimanya......
THE END...
PIPE 31: PETRONAS INDUCTION PROG FOR NEW EXECUTIVES
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